Wednesday, November 5
Why does it feel as though everything is moving at fast speed right now, and that everything just passes by so quickly I can barely make out what they are. I had one of those moments in the shower thinking about what I need to do after the exams, and I realised I really need to start sorting out my house room to make space for my things when I move back. Then it hit me, the fact that I had barely less than half a year left of my uni days, and I don't think I know what I want to do in the immediate future.
I think I'm lost, and a little lonely, because I don't think a lot of people understand how I'm feeling. Maybe they do, but I still feel scared, because whatever it is, it boils down to my own decision, no matter how many people stands by that decision. For the first time in my life, I'm scared of facing the future, and that kind of feeling strongly contradicts my stand in looking forward.
It's weird, but everyone's moving forward, and I don't want to get left behind. I'm scared to be left behind.
Posted by Isabelle at 1:27 am